The midnight hour has arrived. I'm not even allowed water now until after Zachary is born... In just 5 hours I need to leave for the hospital...
This is a big day.
I'm supposed to be excited. Somehow the idea of surgery isn't that exciting. I will be incapacitated and have half a dozen people wandering obliviously around me when I'm not even able to sit up, nope can't say that I'm thrilled at the prospect.
Meeting Zachary is wonderful to think about. The rest of it... not so much.
I'm hoping that the level of drama is not what I fear it will be.
Please let this be a good day. Let me have some time with my son before it's gets hectic and the world's expectations come crashing through.
Maybe I'll get to update this later today with good news.
Here's hoping.
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