Despite the turmoil of my life... I have things for which I'm quite thankful. I have my children, our home, a job that enables me to support all of us... there are many that have less and and deserve more.
I cooked a turkey and all the usual side dishes, made a pie, the usual. Matthew stopped by for lunch but left before pie.
It was lovely and sad all at once.
Christmas will likely be just be and the kids. I can't manage anymore. I just can't. I still hope to spend Christmas with him, but it will not be up to me. Hoping will not make it so.
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