Well Christmas and New Years have passed...life carries on.
I am at the same crossroads as before... and for the moment, I don't know if I should take one path or the other but standing here is getting me no where. Then again, I realize there is only one path I can 'choose' otherwise I'm just standing here waiting to see if the crossing guard will ever lift on the other path.
Things are quieter, but not better.
I'm just single parenting three these days. I don't expect that to change any time soon if ever. The question remains, what am I holding on to and why?
If I look around everyone else has moved on. I'm re-learning to cook smaller meals, keep up with everything somewhat, and if it breaks, I know it's up to me to figure out how to fix it.
Ever hopeful, but probably more just a fool am I.
